All bets are in and Jasyn.com wins by a nose!
Well I’ve been on my own for two full weeks now… It has been a struggle let me tell ya… I’ve lived with someone almost the entire time since I moved from my parents place… But I have a new determination about me that will not let up… I’m determined to live successfully on my own and survive… Now with that out of the way, living on my own SUCKS… it seriously does… I’m bored half the time and I go out more than I can afford to, with driving being so expensive and all… Jenn and I still remain as friends, but you can tell that there is a certain strain there, and who could really blame it… We might not be in love with each other, however we still care about each others well being… Also not to mention that since I came out of my relationship, the flood doors opened up to everyone who ever wanted to contact me… and I do mean everyone…
Well this name hasn’t been mentioned on Jasyn.com in a while, not exactly a warm welcome either, but Malibu decided to message me this past weekend… All she had to say was that she was single (duh), living up in Oregon (that’s good), trying to move to Phoenix (Damn it!), and that she loves me (gag), and wants [and I'm quoting this] “to spend the rest of her life trying to get me to forgive her, because I’m worth it.” (SPEW!!!!!!)…. the only thing I see coming from her screen is Lies and more deciet… she claims to have changed but I know better… Fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me! Well sorry, you already had a sucker once! I know she’s an avid Jasyn.com reader and I’m hoping that she’ll read this soon, and I only have one more thing to say about it… Malibu, You’re a complete loser, a waist of human flesh and oxygen. Don’t ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, [Takes deep breath], ever, ever, ever, ever, ever talk/e-mail/chat/or call AGAIN!!! Thank you!
It has been nice however to visit with friends, and go out and drink, and even play poker.. even though I’m finally alone doing the things I normally do, I realize that maybe it’s better this way for the time being… After all my doctor says that I do need to work on me and find out who I really am… Well Until I move that’s just going to be the way it is… I so can’t wait til I move, I’m sick of this apartment and all the memories here… It’ll be good to put it behind me.. Not saying that all of it was bad, but I think it’s already about time I moved on and made new memories and in a new place to call my very own from the beginning… I finally got boxes to start packing, but I’m not starting til after my guild party on the 30th of this month… Just want to take my time doing it and get it over with by early October, I’m sure a month is MORE than enough time to get prepared…
Well it’s about time I mosey along… but update might come a little slower with the upcoming move so please be patient, cuz after I move then I’ll update more and also revamp the look of Jasyn.com!
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