Archive for August, 2008

Okay I normally don’t do this…

Thursday, August 28th, 2008

[Sits down at the desk, turns on monitor... Lifts arms up and stretches] Know what time it is kiddos? Time for another entry from Jasyn.com!

Some impatient people really want me to do an update this week! They know who they are ::COUGHS:: [Nicole!!!] So this entry is dedicated to my friend that has always been an avid reader and has stuck with me through everything… Nicole! So this entry will be a fun one… one where I will see how many times [Nicole] I can say her name [Nicole] in this entry… Now I know that [Nicole] I don’t normally do this sort of thing and [Nicole] write entries like this, but hey I’m always up to new things! [Nicole]

WOOT! It’s starting really kick up a storm outside, lightning ever second and the wind is pickin up too… so let’s try and get this entry in before lightning stricks a tower and takes out the power! [Nicole]

Okay we’re almost half way into the era of JASON… I’m surprised that this has been mainly been the breakup with Jenn, now I’m not saying that it wasn’t a huge deal, infact far from it. It has been pretty pain staking that I have lived alone for a month already, and it has gotten a bit easier… Jenn has moved on from me, she’s even meeting new guys… I’m trying to meet new girls, but not looking for any kind of relationship, just something familure more than anything else… A kiss, a touch, even an embrace… But sometimes the things you want the most are the things that are unobtainable…. but that’s okay, I realize now through some of my true friends, that I’m stronger than steel… That I can be a good guy and still come out on top… That I need to life for myself for now, and take the things in life that I have worked so hard for and make them my own! [Nicole] Thus far I have stayed friends with Jenn, and made some new friends like Tiffany… Even kept old true friends like [Nicole] :) lol … and yes I even am trying to finally fix everything with myself as well… No one has any clue what I can do, if I set my mind to it, I can accomplish anything! [Nicole]

As for myself, I have started to meet new women as I have already said… but I have yet to meet anyone worth my time or true friendship… But I’m more focused on my move…[Nicole] Which by the way my new complex called me the other day, they actually found me a cheaper place to live, same complex, but now I’m being given a downgraded apartment which saves me money… I mean living alone, not like I really need the ammenities that bad :D [Nicole] So my move in date will be on October 4th, which is a Saturday, but I plan on spreading out the move through the month with taking the last week of October off for organizing and getting unpacked and enjoying the new place. [Nicole]

Well This weekend is jammed packed for me, call it a last hoorah before I have to buckle down and get busy packing… Least I have some help packing from my good friend [Nicole]! But she’s not coming til next week so I get to start it off this weekend… After my parties on Friday night and Saturday during the day [I'm kinda crossin my fingers that the party on Saturday gets rained out] [Nicole] :D Well I’m off for now… I hope I can keep up with Jasyn.com with everything going on! and wish me luck in the new place!!! Catch you all on the flip side!!![Nicole] Muahahahah!

[Woot! I said [Nicole] 16 Times!! woops… now 17 ;D]

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When the Jasyn plays, the rats come out!

Monday, August 18th, 2008

All bets are in and Jasyn.com wins by a nose!

Well I’ve been on my own for two full weeks now… It has been a struggle let me tell ya… I’ve lived with someone almost the entire time since I moved from my parents place… But I have a new determination about me that will not let up… I’m determined to live successfully on my own and survive… Now with that out of the way, living on my own SUCKS… it seriously does… I’m bored half the time and I go out more than I can afford to, with driving being so expensive and all… Jenn and I still remain as friends, but you can tell that there is a certain strain there, and who could really blame it… We might not be in love with each other, however we still care about each others well being… Also not to mention that since I came out of my relationship, the flood doors opened up to everyone who ever wanted to contact me… and I do mean everyone…

Well this name hasn’t been mentioned on Jasyn.com in a while, not exactly a warm welcome either, but Malibu decided to message me this past weekend… All she had to say was that she was single (duh), living up in Oregon (that’s good), trying to move to Phoenix (Damn it!), and that she loves me (gag), and wants [and I'm quoting this] “to spend the rest of her life trying to get me to forgive her, because I’m worth it.” (SPEW!!!!!!)…. the only thing I see coming from her screen is Lies and more deciet… she claims to have changed but I know better… Fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me! Well sorry, you already had a sucker once! I know she’s an avid Jasyn.com reader and I’m hoping that she’ll read this soon, and I only have one more thing to say about it… Malibu, You’re a complete loser, a waist of human flesh and oxygen. Don’t ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, [Takes deep breath], ever, ever, ever, ever, ever talk/e-mail/chat/or call AGAIN!!! Thank you!

It has been nice however to visit with friends, and go out and drink, and even play poker.. even though I’m finally alone doing the things I normally do, I realize that maybe it’s better this way for the time being… After all my doctor says that I do need to work on me and find out who I really am… Well Until I move that’s just going to be the way it is… I so can’t wait til I move, I’m sick of this apartment and all the memories here… It’ll be good to put it behind me.. Not saying that all of it was bad, but I think it’s already about time I moved on and made new memories and in a new place to call my very own from the beginning… I finally got boxes to start packing, but I’m not starting til after my guild party on the 30th of this month… Just want to take my time doing it and get it over with by early October, I’m sure a month is MORE than enough time to get prepared…

Well it’s about time I mosey along… but update might come a little slower with the upcoming move so please be patient, cuz after I move then I’ll update more and also revamp the look of Jasyn.com!

[ Time for a Makeover! ]

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Engagement broken and Single again!

Thursday, August 7th, 2008

Hello everyone! Welcome to another episode of “As the Drama Turns” from Jasyn.com

Well this week has been completely insane and stressful to an unbelievable degree to the point where I feel like I’m hanging on by a thin thread. So let’s get started shall we? Well first off, Last weekend started off great. With a hilarious show at the Tempe Improv with Gabriel Iglasias, even though the a/c in the place was busted, he came through with an awesome performance and took our mind off the heat… However, this would be the only upside to last weekend….

On Saturday morning, Jennifer and I got into a fight, and I just didn’t want to hear it anymore so I showered and left to go meet up with my parents… Well while hanging out with my folks Jenn came by and then and there we decided to break it off between us and go our seperate ways… So once again I screwed up something good, but then again, maybe it just wasn’t right between us… But I am heartbroken and saddened that things turned out this way…

So what’s in store for Jasyn you might ask? Well with the aftermath of our relationship, I’m just slowly picking up the pieces… I’ve started cleaning up the apartment and started boxing up some stuff for my move…. Yeah and that brings up another point, I have to reapply with my application and repay the fee, but it appears that My credit is good and that they’re going to reprocess for me without Jennifer on the lease and I should get the apartment without incident… which now I can breathe a little easier now knowing that…

I hate being alone, I really hate living on my own, and it’s very unsettling to go to bed by yourself at night… It’s one thing to sleep alone, but another to live completely by yourself… sighs* I hate being single sometimes, but least I’m meeting new friends and I’m just tired of being depressed, so in the long run this might be beneficial to me… okay well that’s enough updates for this time around. Next week: world blows up… or does it?

[ Stay Tuned ]

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