Hello again everyone, time for another entry from jasyn.com!
Well 2 weeks into the “era of Jason” and so far things are doing alright… however I can’t shake the feeling that something is around the corner… I guess you can call it a gut feeling, but I just can’t shake it… Then again I can’t say that I haven’t gotten a couple hints that something is on the horizon…
Well tonight the Monsoon has finally come, I hear the roar of thunder and the flash of lightning coming from the window, and I somehow feel some comfort in it, to hear the rain hit the desert floor and watching the lightning stream across the clouds… I find it peaceful really… I love to watch the rain and remember the past, both good and bad… But I can always count on the rain this time of the year… It’s funny really to see how much things have changed over the years, friends gained and friends lost… Relationships that have come and gone… People who I found trustworthy, and ones that are backstabbers… But all in all, every event I had to take part in was in precise calculation of exactly who I am today… I might not be a prince or a model… hell I might never be anyone of significant importance, but that’s okay… I don’t need to be destined for greatness because I am happy who I turned into… I can look myself in the mirror everynight before I go to bed and I see a man who has accomplished so much in such a short time… So to those who have either done me wrong, used me, abused my friendship or have crossed me; because in my opinion I was better off anyways!
I know I kinda went off on a serious tangent there… I know you are probably thinking what the hell I am talking about, but to tell you the truth, I write these little segments kinda as a form of therapy for my soul… To release a little part of my inner thoughts into the world to those who care to read it… Maybe this is the only way that I can vent frustrations or to get things off my chest in my own personal way… to express my feelings to a glowing monitor in the darkness instead to friends or family, but that’s okay because you still have a way to hear about what I have to say just by continuing to read these entries… and believe me I know who you are! And you know who YOU are! So I’ll just leave it at that! 
Stay cool everyone, and thank you to my true friends, the ones who stuck it out with me and actually leave me lines every now and then just to keep in touch! Believe me it is very much appreciated!
Good night everyone and be safe!
[ Ever Dance with the devil in the Pale moonlight? ]