Sorry for the delay guys!
Well I’ve done a lot of thinking lately and figured that I need to get things back on track… I’m behind on my finances, my health, and just about everything else ranging from my Truck to my apartment… Oiy I don’t know why things pile up on me like this all the time, [Okay maybe I do know why, but doesn't mean I like it!]
So I’m compiling a list of things that need to be done and going to finally get off my lazy arse and get to it for a change… But with certain things I need the help and support of my friends and family… Maybe this will also inspire someone who is struggling with handling things to get on the right track! I can only hope to set a good example for others to follow… I don’t know why I feel the need to do these things, it’s not like I really need anyone’s approval, however I just have the need to better myself in order to achieve better things in life.
I guess this all stems from my depression as of late though… I’m just still hurt by the fact that this could have been my sons first Christmas, the first year where I was suppose to spoil him… Get him a little Tigers or Diamondbacks jersey for him… take the day off to be with my kid… I kinda lost a sence of determination when I found out he was a lie… hence why I guess I just let things just lapse and not cared anymore… Although I tried to keep a tough front, I felt like dying everyday… This holiday season really took the wind out of my sails, but like always I seem to bounce back even stronger than ever… And I feel like I will bounce back when I get my life back to manageable again! I can only hope… Well my next update will probably be on or around Christmas, I need a little Hiatus from this site building stuff for a little bit, but I will be back with new pictures and stories I’m sure 
[Deck some halls!]